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Friday, August 20, 2010

The Classroom

The Classroom

The teacher was desperate it seemed
To prove those theories interesting.
As if his life depended upon it.
And he frantically moved his hands
Like a fly caught in a spider web
Squirming to escape and survive.

And yet among the silent class
Of boys, two scores and a ten,
Or lifeless dolls who danced to strings,
Sat a boy with shiny eyes
With paint in his thoughts
And a girl in his dreams.

"...Every thing has a measure
And its d measure that we treasure"
Said the teacher with some pleasure
And beamed a broad smile
As if it was a carnival day
And the sun lit up the pretty may.

"What has no measure has no meaning", he clarified
The boy sighed.
For the man didn't know of love
Which stopwatches fail to measure.
For, the boy knew it was a treasure
Which always outweighed a balance
It was vaster than the star lit skies
Too big for a scale to trace it
Too big for the man's bald head at least
He thought.
And sighed.

Bells ring and a new teacher comes in,
With grey hair and same cold looks.
Books change but the gloom remains;
As if winter had gone
And the snow stayed back.

"What is a flower?", the botany teacher asks,
And a dozen hands throw up in an instant
As if it was raining chocolates and candies
And all they could pick up
Was all theirs.
"A flower is a modified leaf" he babbled
With a smile like he was speaking in tongue.

And the boy of spring closed his eyes
And he could see a scarlet rose
A garden of petals, blue and violet,
A joyous field of flowers of gold,
And happy wings of butterflies,
Striped with blue and speckled with green,
A laughing breeze and singing birds,
And among them stood the girl he missed.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

....What the difference if I cant breathe,
Whats wrong if I'm in tears?
I'm lost at night, i cant sleep, so what
I'm in pain, but who cares?
-But Who Cares, Debangshu


Saturday, July 24, 2010

Sleep Through

I wish I could sleep forever. Sleeping keeps me from thinking. Sleep is like morphine to me. It numbs. It comforts. And waking up is like, when the effect of morphine begins to fade away.. I don’t wish to wake up. I’ll sleep forever. How do I do that? Bleh.. Wild options crowd my mind. Somebody stop me from thinking.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Burnt

Your world is burning and you have nothing left to do but stand and stare. Fire, too fierce for your tears to extinguish. Flames, too warm to keep you from melting. Light, too bright for you to stare away. No one has mercy on you, the wind, the rain, the sky. It seems that your World wanted to burn itself down. When anger, pain and even self-pity seem to lose their meaning, you still survive. That moment, when you know end is near, madness comes in. Then, you enjoy the flames. The smell of burnt past intoxicates your soul, and you like to get drunk. We need no water. Let the fire burn.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Wonderful Tonight


Had a bad day, but its night and I feel happy. Its MY night. My night, as it always used to be. The best thing about night- I have it all to myself.. My thoughts, my dreams, my hopes of my tomorrow. My songs. My poetry, coming back to life.. tonight. Open window. Sky, starlit, as if a carnival is on. Sweet memories, like a rainfall down my soul. Its a celebration. I'm not sleepy... I'll have a wonderful tonight. :-)

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Insanity (?)

"These violent delights have violent ends" -W. Shakespeare


Shade me not rages a storm
Take my hand not when I fall
Let it be when lost am I
For strong I'll be if 'lone i stroll.


"I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad" - A.Lambert




Monday, July 12, 2010

Between Lost and Found...

I was not in a hurry but I loved the drive fast. Against the wind, under the rain. Away from home. Its a different kind of freedom. I let myself get drenched. I let the music drown what others had to say. I let myself think whatever I wished to. Strange thoughts, or should I say breathless ones- of shadows and fears. I felt a desire to hide, to camouflage in the darkness, to dissolve into walls..an urge to loose myself choked me. I let myself be lost.. I find myself somehow.