....What the difference if I cant breathe,
Whats wrong if I'm in tears?
I'm lost at night, i cant sleep, so what
I'm in pain, but who cares?

-But Who Cares, Debangshu

Sleep Through

I wish I could sleep forever. Sleeping keeps me from thinking. Sleep is like morphine to me. It numbs. It comforts. And waking up is like, when the effect of morphine begins to fade away.. I don’t wish to wake up. I’ll sleep forever. How do I do that? Bleh.. Wild options crowd my mind. Somebody stop me from thinking.

Burnt

Your world is burning and you have nothing left to do but stand and stare. Fire, too fierce for your tears to extinguish. Flames, too warm to keep you from melting. Light, too bright for you to stare away. No one has mercy on you, the wind, the rain, the sky. It seems that your World wanted to burn itself down. When anger, pain and even self-pity seem to lose their meaning, you still survive. That moment, when you know end is near, madness comes in. Then, you enjoy the flames. The smell of burnt past intoxicates your soul, and you like to get drunk. We need no water. Let the fire burn.

Wonderful Tonight

Had a bad day, but its night and I feel happy. Its MY night. My night, as it always used to be. The best thing about night- I have it all to myself.. My thoughts, my dreams, my hopes of my tomorrow. My songs. My poetry, coming back to life.. tonight. Open window. Sky, starlit, as if a carnival is on. Sweet memories, like a rainfall down my soul. Its a celebration. I'm not sleepy... I'll have a wonderful tonight. :-)

Insanity (?)

"These violent delights have violent ends" -W. Shakespeare

Shade me not rages a storm

Take my hand not when I fall
Let it be when lost am I

For strong I'll be if 'lone i stroll.

"I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad" - A.Lambert

Between Lost and Found...

I was not in a hurry but I loved the drive fast. Against the wind, under the rain. Away from home. Its a different kind of freedom. I let myself get drenched. I let the music drown what others had to say. I let myself think whatever I wished to. Strange thoughts, or should I say breathless ones- of shadows and fears. I felt a desire to hide, to camouflage in the darkness, to dissolve into walls..an urge to loose myself choked me. I let myself be lost.. I find myself somehow.